CrystalNBandana

            crystalNbandana
                     ~Technology&Science~
            This is,
            crystalNbandana
            Technology & Science.
            Of the machines
            what do we mean
            the force,
            and speed of
            a moving car
            is thus far,
            greater than
            the speed
            but as of yet
            not the grace
            of man.
            The machines
            are in movies,
            we dont need
            to be groovy,
            and if they,
            were grooving,
            it would be,
            a sight to see,
            and though machines are
            strong,
            like man they perish,
            and like man ages,
            machines rust,
            in that you can trust,
            like a gust of
            wind,
            on a cold winter
            morning,
            and we dont need a
            warning,
            and even machines,
            do algorithimic
            yawning.
            In essence,  is
            it better to be
            man or machine?
            Both have their
            pros,
            both have,
            their cons
            if they wrong,
            their punishment be
            long,
            and though the machines are strong,
            the matter
            of fact is
            they too feed,
            as a scholar reads.
            This is,
                        crystalNbandana
                     ~Technology&Science~

               ~crystalNbandana~
                  ~Sins of a bohemian~

            This is,
               crystalNbandana,
            Sins,
               of a bohemian.
            All sin,
            except the highest,
            God,
            But is this possible?
            light,
            and dark,
            exist,
            not apart,
            and without light
            or dark,
            none can see.
            The sin of gluttony,
            is one to of
            which to be wary,
            the body needs to
            process,
            and although not,
            a sin,
            the act of over
            exertion,
            is like a poison
            potion,
            to the notion that,
            it is harmful to
            execute,
            and rest is needed,
            so the Bible,
            or Apocrypha
            be needed, to
            read it,
            brings the
            strength of faith,
            like a metal gate,
            to instill
            faith,
            like bread and water,
            to be one with
            fitness,
            and rebuck
            laziness,
            and to have a life,
            not full of
            illness,
            and strife.
            This is,
            crystalNbandana
            Sins of a bohemian

               ~crystalNbandana~
                     ~Cooking by Sidney~
               A meal,
               A drink,
               To make you think,
               So the others
               either thirst
               or
               hunger,
               to fill the whole,
               to hydrate and
               wait,
               to watch your
               weight,
               and open,
               and guard the
               gate,
               to make a faith,
               of God or
               a log,
               and sit down
               like little
               miss muffet,
               on her tuffet,
               a nugget
               of wisdom,
               to be of
               a kingdom,
               and be a being,
               of intelligence
               and strength.
               That is the intro,
               now we shall go,
               into the recipe.
               The thing we
               will cook
               today,
               is simple,
               you will need
               a cooker
               oil
               frying pan,
               plain flour
               water
               garlic
               a knife,
               milk,
               and a bowl
               heat a pan
               with oil,
               yes you can,
               and mix water with
               flour,not
               for an hour,
               and chop the garlic,
               and you have got this,
               and mix into the
               dough, yes although
               and fry until
               cooked take a
               look,
               this is
                     ~crystalNbandana~
                     ~Cooking By Sidney~

               ~crystalNbandana~
                     ~Sanitys edge...~
            Welcome,one and all,
            to,
            crystalNbandana,
            Your source of the,
            Mystic activity and,
            rhymes to,
            make sense of
            the world we live in.
            So, we look to the
            future,
            we remember the past,
            at last we see,
            for a moment,
            then we are blind,
            the mind is powerful,
            so are machines,
            the brains capacity,
            is a terabyte,
            a machine has greater
            limits,
            truth be told,
            we all get old,
            but machines must
            rust, gold and
            silver,
            rich men trust,
            and they must spend
            to make ends for
            lucre.
            God,
            where is he?
            of that, some men know,
            and have seen,
            to hell and heaven,
            they have been,
            to make believe,
            or be of reality,
            to read the bible,
            and become a rival,
            to satan or side,
            with the devil,
            its a choice,
            of the preacher
            or mage,
            in this age,
            Of steel and sinew,
            and animal flesh,
            breaking free,
            of the mesh,
            the golden handcuffs,
            that are our vice,
            to be a rock,
            and not to roll
            this is the 2024 intro,
               ~SanitysEdge~
                     ~crystalNbandana~

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